How ******** great would it be if I got cancer and died early. Like by 22.
Like I hate to leave my little bro and sis behind but ******** I can't take it. I'm ******** worthless, i have no marketable skills or talents. i have no interests. i barley have an education. I'm a shitty friend, a shitty sister, a shitty daughter and an all around shitty person. Its not gonna get better. I'm gonna ******** suffer the rest of my life working a shitty service job and living miserably with my mom. i wish i could slit my wrists and call it a day, but then my dad would probably kill himself or my mom would die early of cancer from stress, leaving my siblings to suffer for themselves. i just dont want to do this. Dear God, please ******** kill me. Please make me die of a random brain tumor, or develop cancer or something where no ones to blame. I want to be a ghost.
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