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Eh, I rarely do gaia journal entries. Hopefully, my probation will be over next month. I'm still with my man. It's just his ex told me a bunch of lies and I feel so damn retarted for believing them. I am now a senior in high school and it makes me happy. I use to be that girl who felt worthless and wanted to be dead. Now, I made it further than I thought I would. I'm making plans for my future that I once thought I would spend in my grave. I am so proud of myself that I am still alive. Another thing is I am more of a person who does things for myself. I stopped caring for others because not many people where there for me when I really needed someone. But life was never meant to be easy. emotion_eyebrow