Everyone (and by everyone I mean Shannen, Colleen, and Paige) want to go to movie and they want me to come. Normally I'd be all for it but lately I've been a little depressed. I don't really feel like going to a movie. They want me, Eric, and Will to come and at the very mention of bringing Wes they all freaked. They all said he couldn't come! Whatever, ******** them. I'll just go do something with Wes on saturday with Sam. She actually accepts him, well, most of the time. I don't get it! Everybody picks on him! I do to sometimes but at least I just do it as a joke and not as a real insult. And you should here some of the things that they say to him, and about me for going out with him. They all think I'm ugly and fat. I should ignore them, but I've been doing that for so long. People have always made fun of me because I'm different or ugly or fat or whatever! There was a rumor earlier this year that I was bi. I don't have anything against bi's or lesbians or gays or anything but I didn't really appreciate that. Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone and that nobody likes me, not even Wes. I've been ignoring people since I was in the 1st grade and I'm getting so sick of it. I mean, if so many people from so many schools think the same exact thing then there has to be some truth behind it. What if all of the people that make fun of me don't have a problem...what if it's just me? I can't say I don't have friends, because of things like this friday, but what if their just pity friends? What if Wes is just dating me out of pity? I don't even want to think about that...
 lunastella · Tue May 09, 2006 @ 09:47pm · 0 Comments |
