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cry Ok so basically on my way home from work yesterday it was about 7:30 pm and i was fine and dandywhen this guy came into my cart from another one and starts screaming im going to kill all ya mother ******** and im here looking at him like why do i always pick the wrong time to get on a ******** train, so he is here going crazy takes out a cig. and then drops money onto the floor acting mad dum and saying im going to shot ya..... everyone was just looking at him and then the tain stop between 138th and 149th and im here thinking i am not staying in the ******** cart to be shot at, but i was so ******** scared i didnt know if he really had a gun or not and i was not going to sit there and find out if he did or not so i slowly pushed my self over to the end and then got up and went to the other cart, then at 149th i got off and i waited away from that cart for another train, now i dont know what happened to the other people that was there and neither do i want to find out i was out, and thats it, from now on im getting on the train earlyer...... hell unless e-love is there xp some of u know who he is and for the ones who dont then well ask me and i shall tell u................. cry

sweatdrop Um...... other then that there is the fact that I had to "act" like i was crying so Zero would go get a job becuz he wants to play this i dont have money to take u to prom and stuff, and gonk i dont want to go alone........ scream so i made him feel guilty and now he should be looking for a job..... scream hell i will not go unless i have him, or if Ds wants to come and take me or someone better come and take me becuz i shall not go alone, but hopefully he gets a job and he will take me, since we are talking out all our problems right now so basically we should be fine by the time prom comes around, he is just going thru a time right now and he needs me, and he is kida depress so ill help him out thru that ^.^ thats what a gf does heart , anyway i think thats about it........... sweatdrop

Oh about picking the 2 guys well i still dont want to pick one just yet, but I dont know maybe my mind is made up I talk to Ds about it and stuff and he said go for the one who makes me happy and that he will always be my best friend, so im not sure, but Im 95% sure who im going with....... who knows maybe ill change my mind again blaugh

Anyway i think thats about it, leave comments, i like reading what u guys have to think about what i say and stuff, and i know i write alot, but thats only becuz i have alot to say....... >.> Oh i forgot i think im getting Ds sick of me 3nodding i was talking to him on the phone yesterday and i asked him but he said no but i dont really believe that, i can get on peoples bad side if i talk to them 2 much, but who knows...... whee

Thats all i have to say for today thank u for reading and i will come again on Mon. or maybe sooner but i need to research things for my project so i might say something on Sat. Im not really grounded so maybe I might get away with it blaugh 3nodding whee sweatdrop

Anyway i love u all heart
Bye