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I had another battle dream which was strange.

It was more a zombie like feel. but the creatures were not zombies. they were more like deformed animals. They only traveled at night and relied on sound. I was traveling with a group of people. twins, older man who looks like his been through it all, then me i know there was like 2 more people but i cant remember what they looked like.

It was scary experience thought, because again....I could feel everything. It felt like I was living in another life. Nothing felt fake. It truly scared me.
I remember moving during day light to gather food and see if there was anywhere safer to stay compared to where we were, which If I remember correctly it was front entrance of a building of some sort that had an over hang area where you would drive a car under to quickly pick someone up or have your car parked by some car parker dude.

When night began to fall. all the cooking and everything had to be done before sun down. so it didn't make any snapping sounds to attracted unwanted attention, then making sure the ground was clear so if we did need to move we wouldn't make sound.

What was bade about this dream though was when I went hunting for food...I found nothing so we had nothing to eat this night. As I laid there listening to these creatures walking about this double sided head cobra snake was next to me. and When I say double sided it had a head at both ends in stead of having a tail. Out of panic I grabbed a rock and smashed one of the heads rapidly forget about the other head.....and it bit me.

i felt the bite on my hand. it burned so badly and I couldn't help but to yell in pain which only made the others mad, but one said I needed to get meds and that only made me panic more. I felt the poison going through me and I thought I was going to dye. If not by the poison,, by the creature who were running at us because of my screams.... I woke up when I was pined to the ground by this lion/bat like creature who had no fur or skin, just bare flesh.

i had never been so happy to be away in my life. but why these dreams? where I am always fighting something....and feel so real? i know they seem like something I should instantly know isn't real but when you are able to feel the heavy air, hear the sounds, feel the pain. Even feel the hunger and exhaustion of running for days...how are you supposed to know what is real and not? its just strange really.