Matthew "Marz" Hattigon
❝Why is the raven like a writing desk?❞____
I am the descendant of Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland_
❝Why is the raven like a writing desk?❞____
I am the descendant of Mad Hatter from Alice in Wonderland_
✧_________sʜᴏω ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʏᴏᴜ_________✧
ᴀᴅᴅʀᴇss ᴍᴇ ᴀs
_____→ Marz
ᴍʏ ᴄᴀɴᴅʟᴇs sʜᴏω
_____→ Twenty-three
ᴄʟᴇᴀʀʟʏ, ɪ ᴀᴍ
_____→ Male
ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴋɪᴘ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴛ,
_____→ Males
ʏᴏᴜ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɴᴏω ᴛʜɪs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ
_____→ He has dissociative identity disorder
✧_________ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ_________✧
ɪ ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀ
_____→ Never once has he forgotten his past, he is haunted by his losses, and he's really good at hiding his emotions as well as fake a smile here and there. He is often very playful and jolly. But at any given moment, from any small thing he could turn extremely angry and distressed. He often speaks in ways that don't make sense, which is why the people have deemed him as crazy. He also suffers from a condition in which a person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities, also known as alter egos or alters, each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment. This is called dissociative identity disorder. It only happens a few times a day if he gets in deep conversations with people. Luckily some people can pull him back into reality, he hasn't told anyone of his disorder, but people have noticed he is different.
ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ...
_____→Marz had a good life, with two parents and a younger sister he loved dearly. Growing up in the old country of New Zealand, home of the sheep over populating the people. He enjoyed the land there. Very green, very pretty. He and his sister were inseparable. She was his world and he was the big brother so he would protect her with his life and saved her from any bullies. Marz was named something else back then, his birth name was Matthew Nicolas Hattigon. He changed it once he got older. But that's a different story. Marz went through a trauma he never thought would happen to him, an unfortunate event appeared in his life that has always burdened him ever since. His parents and younger sister died in a fire when he was only nine years old. The day was just like any other day, happy. Well for him at least. He was in the woods playing hide and go seek with his seven year old sister. Finding each other he then led them home so they could have supper. His parents greeted them and were happy to see they came home safe. Once night appeared Marz was sleeping until the smell of smoke woke him. He woke his sibling up and rushed her to safety once he saw the kitchen in flames. His mother called for them and his father. She was stuck in the living room. Marz protected his sister, calming her as she cried for her mother. Her father appeared through the flames and did his best to fight off the fire with a cloth. There was no avail and the flames grew, smoking out the room, his father backed off and ran through the wall of flames to save Marz's mother. Marz sat in the corner watching everything happen at once, holding his sister close to him so she could breathe in his shirt versus the smoke. Marz yelled for his mother and father to come back, standing he held his sisters hand and moved to the open room connecting the house from the kitchen and the living room. His sister ran ahead of him and toward her parents she saw huddled together trying to figure out a way out. Marz was only a few feet away from his family until the beams from the ceiling fell in his way. Backing up he screamed for his father, he was near the only exit, by that time the fire had spread over to the rooms and blocking his parents and sister in a corner with no window to break. Marz was by the door, he tried to climb over the beams but his father yelled at him not to. Looking up he saw more of the broken beams just waiting to break. Marz defied his father and tried again, burning his chest instantly. With an out cry Marz fell backwards and cried feeling the burn on his chest. Panicking he reached out to his family, his baby sister was screaming his name. Fire fighters finally arrived. Marz was scooped up by a fire fighter and taken out of the building. His parents told them to go, the house was coming down. The fire spread to the room Marz was just in. One fire fighter asked to get the younger child, Marz's father did his best to help pick up the beam to allow Marz's sister to get through, she was burned in many places from crawling on the hot wood. Marz was being checked for his burns and lungs full of smoke. The fire fighter finally reached the young girl and grabbed her before the beam collapsed. He looked her over, she was unconscious. Marz saw her leave the building and called her name, she didn't hear her. The medical staff there were checking her breathing and pulse. Marz was watching from afar. The lack of oxygen to her lungs killed her. She couldn't make it through the heat and smoke. Marz heard and cried, in a fuss he kicked one of the nurses and ran to the building on fire. A fire fighter grabbed him and held him back as the few fire fighters ran out yelling it was coming down. Marz cried for his mother and father, but they could not be heard.
Marz was alone for a while, thinking constantly about his parents and sister, with that, they never truly left in his mind.
✧_________ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴛᴀɪʟs_________✧
ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ
_____→ N/A
ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ϙᴜɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇʀ
_____→ N/A
ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅɪᴇs ʟɪsᴛ
_____→ Tea, Jokes, Goofing off, Making people smile, more tea, cigarettes sometimes, music
ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɴ ʟɪsᴛ
_____→ Fighting, being ignored, losing his things, the voices in his head, broken glass, emotions, his past, losing control and falling into the darkness of his mind
ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪɴ ᴍʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇs
_____→ Losing himself completely into the limbo he has created and losing friends
_XxFate_of_the_AkatsukixX____✧
