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I feel like we have a weird way of communicating.
And honestly it bugs me that we do it at all.
I dont want to see your name.
I dont want to see your face.
I dont want you.
I feel like youve apologized over and over again.
Was once not good enough?
I feel like im tired of this game.
My curiosity is the only reason we somewhat communicate.
And I hate that we do so.
Im tired of the games,
Ive heard you say what you need to say.
I will not forgive.
I will not forget.
And I will not talk to you, ever again.
Ive said all I need to.
What we had was good but that was only at the beginning.
What we had is something I dont want again.
I dont stress over you anymore.
You cant get to me.
Im tired of these games.
Let me be happy.
I dont want to play.
Your words have lost all meaning to me,
No matter how much you say them.
I am no longer your problem,
And you are no longer mine.
Say what you wish,
To whoever you wish to.
But I am not hearing it.
When I said I was done I meant it.
I thought you would disappear then,
But it was just a tease.
And im done.
Please, Ill say it again,
Leave me be.
Leave me to be me.
Leave me to be happy.
And leave me for good.
What we had wont repair itself.
What we had is dead.
I wont dwell on the past things.
You are nothing to me,
Except, ironically, a nightmare.
I apologize if you hurt but I hurt too.
And im simply done with you.
Live life.
Move on.
Leave me be.