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I'm not afraid of what will stay the same, or what will change in the new year, 2013, seeing as everything changed in April for me this year (2012).

What happened in April left me lost, wondering, not knowing what my purpose in life is anymore.

I guess the only thing I'm afraid of in the new year, is completely losing myself.

Before April 7th, 2012, I was a bit more.....involved with things and after that day I've noticed myself slowly slipping away.

Things that once brought me joy, barely makes me smile anymore and even when I do smile it's not for very long.

I don't know who I am anymore or what I'm supposed to do anymore.......

I'm a ghost of my former Self.