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My Best Friend.

I have this bestest friend, Dylan. emotion_kirakira I loves him! emotion_bigheart He's so freaking silly.
We love drawing together. It's fun. We like a lot of the same things, and I've gotten in to a lot of the things that he likes. Ha. mrgreen
We plan to move in together eventually and be drawing buddies and we've got so much planned. Ha we even plan to get married just cuz we're perfect best friends emotion_yatta xp

It all sounds fun...but with the crap that's going on in school...and how he's been acting...it's too much right now... emotion_facepalm

Last year he was a Senior in High school, and he didn't have anyone to go to prom with so I told him I would go with him, sort of as a joke, but more of an option for him to consider and right away he said alright and so i was his date for his prom. We were best friends then, too, so we were like "omg excited! this is going to be the best day ever! best friends chilling at Prom!" crazy lol we were so excited. We started talking about how we imagined our prom would be as kids and he had this normal little ~thing~story~idk lol and well after he told me almost everything was possible..and well this one thing..it was just a bit..weird for friends to do.
he had always imagined kissing the girl he went to prom with...and I was nervous about it but I wanted to make it the best prom possible for him. so blah blah we kissed when he took me home lol blah blah
and well we don't exactly like like each other i don't think lol but we still kinda joke about it sorta when we talk about like living together for the rest of our lives. we were like "hey since we'll be together anyway lets get married! we're perfect best friends it'd be so awesome" n it all sounded so awesome

recently he told me that he does eventually plan on asking me to be with him..as a couple...well that sorta shocked me..came outa no where.. he said he will wait though because he knows Ive got crap drama going on at school and he doesn't want to put this stress on me ~ emotion_bigheart aw so sweet lol cat_3nodding ... and he said he's got to build up the courage lol. he's silly.. so since then he's been kinda suggestive..like.."i loves you" n it's not like how it used to be "i love you best friend" it's a little different...in my opinion... cat_sad

I do think he's a pretty perfect person to be with so I do hope we get together some day...just right now with the drama at school I'm very confused and him being suggestive about 'us' is making me a little uncomfortable...i guess..
i messaged him earlier in face book

i pretty much said..

Dylan, I So more than love being your friend...I love that we're best friends...and I love the idea of being together fo eva c: it will definitely be fun with the whole art thing and like everything else XD hahaha

...i just don't want to think about....marriage or liking each other more than besties...
there's this whole...drama thing going on between Douglas and me...and honestly I'm really confused...well...i mean sort of..i know some things and I'm iffy on some and i want to give up but i want to give in~ it's so messed up...i really don't want to talk about it...
idk if i want to talk to you about it actually...>~< blub
~sigh~
Dylan, you're my best friend..i love you..i can't wait to see you again..me needs huggles from my bestie..

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There's a shortened version.

~~~lost my thought... cat_sweatdrop

yum_puddi Anyway right now life is confusing but I'm looking forward to a fun filled future with my best friend. emotion_hug