Yeah so I don't even know how this one began. I dreamed I was living on the third floor at Zoie's house which doesn't even exist. Actually, there was a doorway that led to a circular stairway up three floors, and they were all mine, but just for that portion of the house. So it was nice.
I dreamed I was living there with Zoie and her various dogs. One of them was actually a cow but it was tiny. It was really old, and its backside was disgusting. I pet it and rubbed its neck. I don't remember its name. I had a German Shepherd and I was really afraid of it for some reason.
Anyway, Zoie and I were bff's in my dream. Then she invited some dude over, and he was kind of attractive but it wasn't her boyfriend so I guess they were just friends. Then she had a girl over and they all put on their shoes and jackets to leave. I got really sad because they were just leaving without me, and no one had even said hi to me. Like I didn't even matter to Zoie because she didn't introduce me. So as they were leaving I just yelled "Well BYE." And she was yelling at me but I had just slammed my door so I could not hear what she said. I ran up the stairs and cried in my bed. I was so upset!
Then I went out to the store. They were all there. I rolled my eyes at them and ignored them. They didn't really care. I guess I should have been embarrassed by the way I had just slammed my door but at the same time they didn't want to hang out with me anyway so what was the use trying to talk to them? We kind of ran into each other a lot but never said anything. Finally I was just so mad at her that I screamed that she was a b***h. I even tried to say hi beforehand and I guess that was what made me that mad. I screamed and screamed at her and all of them I guess. She was like "We were going to invite you" but I screamed "NO YOU WEREN'T YOU WERE ALREADY HEADING OUT THE DOOR BEFORE I SAID ANYTHING ******** YOU!" I ran home again and slammed the door again. I slammed doors all freaking day. And she had her friends over all night; they stayed for a couple of days. I let it be known that I was not happy, but of course no one even tried to talk to me so I just stayed in my room unless I had to go out.
Finally they were leaving and Zoie was like "Yeah they think you're crazy. They kind of wanted to be friends with you before but then you pulled that bullcrap and they said they don't ever want to talk to you." Even her mom said "They were thinking about being your friend, but not anymore." And I was like "I don't care. And I don't care if they think I'm crazy." Then I had like a mental breakdown and I cried a lot. I cut a lot and I wanted to kill myself. So I left the house; I basically ran away.
I ended up at this place for people to mail important documents. There was a limo in front of it and an old man was being taken out and put into his wheelchair. He was wheeled to the second floor where he was put in a room with 3 girls my age, and one other man in a wheelchair, and an old lady. The old lady owned the place I guess. The three girls were interns. The old men were gay lovers that had met online and had never met in real life. They were so excited to meet each other that they tried to walk out of their wheelchairs. One of them could walk a couple of steps, the other one didn't even make it out of the chair. So the interns were studying them. One girl knew me from college. She gave a speech after the guys left. Another girl thought the whole thing was dumb and disgusting and I was so appalled by her saying that.
Anyway, after I woke up I was still pissed, and somehow pissed Zoie off in real life hahahahaha ******** all this s**t I'm done.
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