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Why do girls think differently from guys? Why don't they just think alike? Why make complications? Why do girls feel insecure? And why do guys don't? Is it Genetics? Hormonal?

Science says yes. It's about the hormones. But hormones are hormones, I think they can be controlled if the owner wants to.

Anyway, in my current school, the #1 school in my district, feels wrong. It is a semi-international school. Kids at my age are dying to study there. I was once like them but my aspects changed. Expectations, rather. when I met my classmates. They were not so bad. But neither so good. I was really afraid to study there. I even thought of ditching my first day. Eventually, I tried to swallow their attitudes. I tried to hang out with them. Like what they like even if I actually don't. At the end, I realized I don't care anymore. I don't really need people like them. Making me feel like I'm acting in a dramatic movie.

Guys, on the other hand, make me feel special there. Slight, I suppose. Because I'm not really that flirty or sweet to them. I still hold a line between me and them. I don't want to end up being the "malandi"-whatsoever. Slut. However, they still try to talk to me. My family, in particular.

I really wish I was a guy. There was once this conversation I had with I-don't-know-if-he's-gay-or-what. He told me that guys think much more simple. And I told him it sucks being a girl. I want to act so Lesbianish. Maybe mean girls will stop bothering me then and no one will ever try to court me. Again.

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