i had dealt with nothing for 14 years
i dealt with no kindness for 14 years
i've dealt with being the freak of everything for 14 years
i can deal with it again
i can...
nothing good lasts forever... i should be used to it
i should be used to receiving nothing
i should be used to this pain in my chest
when my prince died...
when he was sick...
i should be used to losing everything
maybe i had nothing to lose...
after all... it was too good to be true right?
i never had... niel...
he was too good
i can forget about it all can't i?
i can pretend it never happened
i can pretend it was fake
it was all fake...
nothing that good could have been real
especially for someone like me....
it doesn't matter what i do
if you're me
you'll never have anything
i can go back to what i was...
i'll be alone...
everyone i get close to ends up...
i have to be alone...
i can't trust anyone else
just me... just me..
 Ai Kyuketsuki · Wed Apr 25, 2012 @ 01:32am · 0 Comments |
