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I said: Lindsay... we need to talk, Ok we hardly talk anymore and whenever we do we end up fighting.That is not good for a relationship. I'm not saying that its your fault its partly mine and partly yours. I know I dont text much but whenever I do you either take hours to reply or you dont "feel" like texting or even talking on the phone.I had to beg you one day to talk to me and even then you refused. I dont want that in a relationship. You know I love you and all but I really think its time we end this, I feel your not into this relationship anymore. At first you seemed so in love and then you just fell out of love.You cant say I haven't tried because I have, I never saw myself with a girl before but I thought I might give it a try with you but now I think I made the wrong choice. I think we connected more when we were just friends but when we started to date we started to drift apart. I would still love to consider you a friend if you would like, I mean your an amazing person and we do have similar interests in a few things and it would be a shame to ruin a friendship over this. Id like to further my options and see about meeting someone closer to me I know you say your going to move to saint john…..but when? I cant wait forever even though I love you I need to move on. People are always saying long distance relationships never work out and a part of me wants to make those people wrong in every way possible but im seeing that they were right about what they meant. You can't be upset at me because I lost love for you. You drove me to the decision I made. I gave you enough time to fix these problems with me and yet you still did nothing. i did not want to say goodbye, but i have no other option i need to let go. i wish it was not like this. ill never forget about you, and i hope you dont forget me in a friendship way which is what i would like to remain as.




She said : Dont ******** talk to me.