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Her handwriting was sort of neat but more lazy, like she was half asleep as she wtoe it.

So I went to the ball on Friday, wore a nice vest and a skirt with combat boots. Frankly I didn't want to dress up... I was tired to I took a two hour nap and missed the height of the ball. After I came back from my nap Majora-kun and Gert-san were there. They were teasing each other. When Sui-san came I was called insane by the two Sullivans and Majora-kun agreed. It pissed me off.... Majora-kun and I were arguing and he kept saying I was inexperienced, too young, etc. It just irked me even more and I tried to punch him. He blocked each fist.

He said that I was ******** pregnant! Dumbass! It made me hit harder and Jinx-chan kept getting in the way! I wasn't truly pissed, more hurt so I ran up to the dorms and cried.

Saturday came and I tried to talk to Majora-kun about the night before. He said that the reason he said I was pregnant was how easily I got pissed and that I was getting fatter...

There were a few tear stains on the page.

I went to the ball and we got bored so we went to the club. Rin-chan, Jinx-chan, Gert-san, Ririn-chan and I were going to go swimming. We saw Majora-kun and forced to him to go swimming. Then I left.

Today I went to the ball to find Ririn-chan crying. She blamed herself for the loss of Luna-san... Lily-chan was pissed, that was her familiar... Majora-kun showed up to explain a little about Luna-san. She knew what she was doing... Carrmin-san showed up and Ed-san went with us to the club. I had a small glass of sake and gave Carrmin-san an apple martini with like three drops of rum in it. Bri-chan showed up and was pissed I gave the old elf in a child's body some alcohol. She threatened to take points from Kiki but I think she forgot. Majora-kun showed up and was annoyed at drunk Carrmin, I left for a little to go change.

So I came back, tried to talk to Majora-kun but he had headphones on... I was blushing bright red as I hugged him. He seemed worried and thought I was sick. After almost everyone had left (Ed-san was half unconscious) Majora-kun said he needed to talk to me. He had noticed that I wasn't acting normal and wanted to know why. He asked if I was mad about him bringing up my past when the demon was in control, told him no. He told me that he wanted his friend back... (I think he meant me...) I tried to tell him how I felt but he disappeared before I could. Then I went back to school and cried. I found him and talked to him again. I told him that I really liked him and his reply was that he liked me too and that I was a good friend...

There were more teardrops on the page.

I ran and cried, letting a gigai of mine and a mod soul go and see what was going on. She got captured by a dragon and I cried stains into my pillow. Gio-kun tried to comfort me, he sent me an anonymous valentine, it was sweet. Afterwards I found Harper-san, she did the blood transfusion, found out I cried myself sicka nd told her why. She asked when I last ate, it was two days ago... Harper-san wasn't too happy but gave me medicine. She then took me to her place and put me in the guest room. I woke up, found my journal and didn't take the medicine she told me to take twice a day. I don't wanna... She'll probably force me to drink it... Just remembered, I need to fill out those forms. I wonder what she'll do if i refuse to take the medicine... Hope she doesn't read this... I'm going back to bed...

The last sentence was all messy, like she was falling asleep as she wrote it. The journal was also left open on the nightstand next to the bed in Harper's guest room, showing what she had written.