I just feel alone right now.. ever since i lost **** ******... 1,872 miles apart but i would run so far just to be with him.. hes all i ever wanted.. all i ever needed.. hes been there every step since we've met. and i worry that sometimes i just crush him.. that i dont offer enough to be with him.. i want to be with him, the one i can show my love to and my best part of me.. i know im emo and i have alot of scars but when i lost him it was the biggest scar of life. i could'nt stand it.. and how much it hurt, it just tore me apart.. i fake a smile everyday and i try to live thru life every night but im scared to wake up every morning fritened that if ill get hurt today or if ill make a huge mistake oncce again.. sometimes i feel like i cant tell anyone anythinq, my only escape is hurting myself.. i cry myself to sleep..
 XxSuicidalSeasonxX · Tue Jan 03, 2012 @ 09:32pm · 0 Comments |
