I always find a way of not expressing every feeling that I have, every moment that I have them with you. So I crack a joke because cracking the silence is too painful. Anything to avoid the more personal subjects like, why are you crying? And I love you. So I don’t blame people for thinking I don’t care. But I always have a motive behind everytime I smoke alone. Always have a motive behind every “I don’t want to go out today. I just want to stay home”. And they all seem to trace back to you.
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