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I HATE YOU! I hateyouIhatre you I hatre you

[/ swats hand away] I DON'T NEEDYIOUYR HELPHAND LOVE

[/ curls into a ball] we should not have done that.
We should not have looked her up. We should not have watched that movie. We should have been better. We should have been good. STOP WATCHING THAT SHOW STOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPITSTOPIT

[/ cradles self] they won't listen. No one will. YOU"RE AT FAULT

IT"S ALL YOUR FAULT! ALL YOUR FAULT ALLOF TNEFiruvnwekrf EVERYTHIBNG

Yuu're the worst person.
Bad person.
You hurt everyone you touch.
You'll never be good enough.
You've always been a disappointment

IF YOU DARETELL ANYONE YOU WILL BE TAKEN AWAY! YOU WILL BE GIVEN PILLS AND YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER ECVER BE FRERE ENKFJN NEVER NEV ERN ENEFE NERNEVE NERVEF NEFVER

you can't escape

you can't escape

you'll never leave
never be free
never never never never
never
never
never
never
never
never
never
never
never
never

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

.... I hate

I hate

WE CAN"T EVER LET GO AGAIN! WE CAN NEVER AGIN LET ITOUT WE CAN:T EVER EVER EVER EVER

never
never
never

never

never

....no

.... I

... I was okay.

I was okay before everything.

IT"SA...,no. IT"S not... it's not your fault. not.I WON"T LETHER DO THAT EITHER> I CAN"T LET HER HAVE THATNO NO JOO NONO

I wish ithad been. Why wasn't it me? [/ cocks head] Why... why wasn't me? I.... I'm a good girl, aren't I? I was...good? I thought I was.... why would he be taken away instead of me.... why not. WHYDID I HAVE HIMTAKEN AWAYTOO! THEY TAKE AWay all the people....all the people I love... thepeople I get closeto.They... they don't love me. Not them. But they did. They loved me. I DON"T CARE IF IT WAS BAD.I DON'T CARE IF SHE .... I DON"T....I DON't don't don't.

don't.

don't.

no one will believe me.

I'm overexaggerating again

it must be

it must be

itm must be myfault

If I don't do it right, I must not do it right.... that's my fault. My fault.

GUILT
GUILTY
GUILT
GUILTY

they

[/ shudder]
no one will believe me

they

they will tell me

she'll yell at me

I did wrong

my fault

no one sees anything
no one