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In this world we call home, there is a lot of things we can call for our peace. Well, I have a few things at the moment and managed my best to keep it holding together for myself to become a better self. Just that there is one problem. How people can suddenly change from being a nice friend to always talk to a person that turns around behind you to stab you. There is a cycle of friends meeting more because those friends show others more friends to creat a better and bigger friendship or relationship with more people. Then again, there is other ways to meet friends on your own and to find your own loved one. My loved ones I have left and so far is my family, I rather not have love for anyone else, friends or more. I am sticking to my way of living on the top of my mountain and fly like high as superman did. This is my own choice, so don't bother changing it. Anyways, back to what I was saying, heh. Friends to friends is a continuing cycle of way things have always been. It's been there since the beginning of the meaning of eternity. It's the way of how the world and life works together. Without it, we wouldn't even know the true meaning of seeing other people. This is the rule of people, the rule of changes, the rule of meetings. The world and life together is one big rule by another rule. They keep piling up like crazy as we speak cause we allow the world to grow with rules. Because without these rules, we wouldn't know how to meet another person. We wouldn't be talking or doing the walk. We will just live by nothing. We wouldn't have a conscious to tell us what a rule is on meeting new people and becomig friends or more to that person. It's so simple that we can't even begin to realize ourselves to let it be so simple. The world is simple. The way of life is simple. Everything can become so damn simple if we all just saw it the way we should be, instead of seeing how unbelievable it can be. Simple is the way it is but impossible. Simple is impossible to know, to see, to touch, and to feel. Reason for this is because impossible and possiblities of other fears are in the way.

Can you imagine how simple this world could be if we let it? No, you just can't cause that would make it impossible to be so simple cause possiblities grow as the seconds grow on. What is the meaning of impossible? What is it really? What does it make of us? So many damn questions for such a supposely small world to hold and think about everyday, huh? Well, that's what I call an possibility. The possibility of it happening to be so simple. I always wonder if I am the only thinking about this kind of stuff but I know I am not cause of that possibility that grows in me that I am not. But, it is impossible to see that my possibilities will end here. My mind isn't the same as it used to be but it is the same in thinking of another possibility and idea. Now, there is another thing that made this come up to mind into a form of this writing. Ideas. The beginning and creation of a possibility. Well, I don't want to bore you too much about my ideas cause well, let's just say that there is one too many that can be a hassle and trouble for another's mind, heh. Acquaintances to friends. Friends to relationships. Relationships to a family and the continuation of a generation of a legacy. The chain continues to grow on more and more but stays the same as it is. But, remember this very well and listen closely. This isn't the beginning of a new chain. No. It's the renewal of the same chain that has been going on for all eternity. It's a gift given ability that is meant to be treated as sacred and honored. Be grateful for such a gift given to us. Just enjoy it while it's still around cause I get the feeling, that soon, it will be no longer with us without us noticing. The hearts of gold will rest at last and be somewhere along the lines for another time and place. Where is my heart right now? Well, it's between the lines of darkness and light. I haven't become a golden heart yet. Not even soon will I be if I keep at what I am doing. But, this is my choice cause of some events that happened, so don't bothering waiting too long for a change. I guess I am never going to be done saying what I need to say the world or to those I want to say it to, but that doesn't mean I will give up on speaking my mind and heart to others cause I am my mother's and father's child. I carry on that will of fire and passion from them both. The torch is mine to take over to pass onto the next. I am taking that torch to somewhere it hasn't begun to know where it would be. I am taking it to the top of the mountain higher than you will know but where you can see it. That torch will carry on my own legacy. My own generation. My own birth of a new honor. I will show this world who I am. Do you think I am kidding? Do you not believe I can do it? Tell me now, tell me. So that I can tell you it back over and over agaian, as I run off to the top of this world's mountain. I can feel the heights. I can smell the cold air. I can sense a new way of myself. All because of my possiblities, ideas, friends, family, acquaintances and so on, that I will excel. No. I will surpass myself to become a new self. Don't you forget that I have never-ending possiblities and ideas, heh.My name is Carlos S. Orta and I just told you what I have been thinking about as it just blew away what you just had in your own minds. Till then, Laterz, heh.
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