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My best friend Joyce got married yesterday (July 16, 2011). I wish I could have been there for her on her big day. I couldnt make it because I live 3,000 sum miles away. She asked me once before if I ever thought about getting married. I told her no. She asked if I thought I would marry someone who lives where I live now. I told her I dont know. That was a little over a year ago ( 1 year and a couple months). Before I moved she wanst with anyone. After I move she finds this guy and marries him. I am happy for her, just sad that I couldnt be there for her. I have never thought about getting married. The thought just never crossed my mind, but now that she is married it got me thinking. What if I were to get married? (thats a scary thought) I doubt any of my friends would come for lots of reasons. The main ones being: I live to far away and They no longer talk to me and wouldnt know anything about it. I wouldnt be surprised if none of my family except a few came either. The main reason: I live to far away. So if I ever did there would be like no one there. Maybe thats a good thing. Maybe its not.