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So much for my Florida dream getaway. Now I'm stuck in this hell hole to rot until some one makes up their god damn mind what school I'm going to for my Junior year. All I wanted was to see my family that I haven't seen in years. Then of course hang out with the most awesome person I met at the Con. But no. God you've done it again! Any time I get my hopes up, any time I might escape my internal ******** hell you pull this s**t on me. Haven't I suffered enough? Can't I finally have something go RIGHT? Even he has ******** doubts it me! I want to change it god knows I do. He also knows I deserve freedom and sanity. Will it ever come? ******** no. I'm stuck to burn in hell for the rest of my days.