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Yes, the title is quite obviously a joke of sorts. It is in reference to the fact that this is my first public journal entry. I am now 20 years grown and it has been about six/seven years since I started using this site, note I said site and not avi. My first avi was in fact sexEbabeE and I created her in 04 I believe, when I was a freshman in High School no less. Since that time, so long ago, it has been one crazy a** ride to get here. I now live in Terrell, Tx and it is a very flat town. The tallest building is only four stories high in the whole place. (including downtown) Why has it taken so long to start writing on here? I am not really sure, maybe because it has a semi form of the private diary I never kept as a child, or maybe its because I know that not many people would in fact want to read all the sordid details of my life and therefore it does not really matter what I put down.
But it does matter. It matters to me. And as my mother is always saying -Beware the written word, you may erase it but it is not neccessarily always gone.-
So I am going to write only the truth on here. Hopefully nothing too condemning on my part but hey, who knows neh? Like I said above, my life has been a rollercoaster. I have loved and I have lost that love, and praise the Goddess I have found love again. I do not deserve this love but no worries, we will all understand why in the future as I make more entries. Yes, this journal is to now become My Story, as Auron states so eloquently in Final Fantasy.
And trust me, My Story... It is a pretty crazy one.
Sincerely,
Jessica Losolla 2011
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