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The days does on, and I wonder... Do you think of me like how I think of you? Or did you tossed me aside? Did you bury me deep down so you won't feel what I felt? Or was all of it just a lie? Just so you'll be closer to the light and make me go to the darkness. It's scary down there you know. They are told me things that I never thought about. I had wish you would change things. I really did. I mean I put all those clues out for you. Either you didn't bother looking or you're really that clueless. Either way.. I love you still. Those words don't lie. Deep in my heart there will always be a part of you that I won't forget, but no I'm done with you though. You left me there. Lied to me and made my life in bad shape when you left me. I was close to a the blackhole within this darkness i was ttrapped in. thing is, I don't know wheather to thank you or not. Cause I wouldn't have been saved if that light didn't found me. Then again, even when I was found, i still left a part of me for you to come back to me. Yet there was no sign of you. The light just got brighter for me. I was scared that if I go with that light, would it push me away too? The closer I was to it the father you where. i left a path for you but when i looked back, there wasn't even a trace of you. So I decided what was best for to do for once. The light will help me through, and it did. It help me become stronger. I'm not so easily fooled now. I know better than to go back. The light saved me. Still can't help to wonder, what if we did find our way back to each other? would our love gotten stronger? Or would we had become more like stangers? All this though, you still live on deep inside my heart. But i kept it in a box, because I, myself need to move on for all the past. You still hold part of my heart though. Yet you don't even know it.
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