Welcome back to the Stephanie show! Goodness, I remember those days. Well, here I am, grown up and moving along like every other teenager in America. Working at Subway, learning to drive, Senior year just around the corner, a boyfriend in one hand, the will to keep writing! Its truely looking good.
And I still feel like s**t.
I mean, I don't know what to keep looking for in life anymore. It just... looks like its all layed out and its all just... okay. I don't really see whats so amazing about living. Its got ups and downs and thats it. We are all working twords the common goal of death, so why work? Maybe for the money to buy things to distract us from the inevitable truth... I don't know. I can't type for forever, I just want to do something to waste time.
I cut myself shaving, and there is blood all over my ankle thats dryed on now, and I just don't care enough to clean it up.
Theres mold growing under the carpet, and my dad is having a cow. I don't have to help because I would just get in the way, I think.
And yeah... maybe I'll post something better later?
Until then
 Maco-chan · Sun Jun 26, 2011 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |
