You know that song Save Me From Myself from Vertical Horizon? Well that's how I feel the chorus I mean. I don't know what to do cause it seems that everything is happening at warp speed, all around me and I'm the only thing standing still. I feel broken, ripped, careless, and I'm angry all the time. Nothing seems to calm me down cause I'm always stressed. My mom has boyfriend now that my dad is gone, five months and I'm the one that keeps crying. I love John, my moms bf, but it's too soon for me to see my mom with another guy. But I lie and say that I don't care that they're dating cause I want my mom to be happy, but in order for me to do that I have to lie. John is my dads cousin, so he;s my cousin. Everything is just so screwed up in my life and in my head. I can't sort things out and I can't simmer down my anger and pain. I want to be saved from myself, but like the chorus says theres nothing left inside of me to brake, cause it already broke when my dad died. oh and another thing, I'm moving in with John when he gets a house.
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