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I am an idiot. Idiot, idiot, idiot.

This year sucks, hands down. I don't even care if my dad catches me on the laptop. I just need to type and type. I'm sorry that I haven't been posting lately, and it's just simply because I'm dumbfounded. I don't know why, but only bad things have been happening this year and I rarely am in the mood to talk about the good things, so I'm sorry about that.

I am in the second to last week of school and I'm already getting depressed about things..again. I used to be soo happy the last few weeks and now I have to deal with this bullshit.

Seriously..why? Why does this year have to suck so bad? I had my great moments but this is just ridiculous. I have hope but is just draining right now. I'm tired. I'm tried of everything. I want to just skip these last two weeks. Screw it. I give up. I'm ******** done.

This bullshit is pissing me off and I'm pissing myself off for being such a brat. I'm in a bind.