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NO LONGER A HIGH SCHOOLER crying I'm going to miss it there sooooooooooooooooo much! Thanks for all the gifts and everything guys! I love you all and I'm so excited to be joining your grown up world, but it only get's harder now! This is the begginging of the end! I'm so proud of all mah friends and I can't wait to see the rest of them graduate next year! I'm so proud of myself and all the work I've done for the past 15 years (I started school when I was two) {and I feel like I'm obligated to compliment myself like this >n<} But I'm most proud of me not crying ONCE during the ceremony! I didn't feel like I was leaving (I'm still waiting for it to sink in) but something tells me, I'm not done with that school yet. I'm hoping I'll be able to teach art there one day. yes, I have a death wish and being a student in those art classes was miserating (stupid kids trying to get an easy credit) But at the same time, I know what the kids want to do or draw and I can influence them to create their own work with out dictating the subject (YOU CAN ONLY DRAW DOLPHINS! WITH COLOR PENCIL! AND IT MUST LOOK REALISTIC..AND BE GREY...AND HAVE SOME KIND OF BEAUFORT SCENE IN IT...NAGNAGNAGNAG) okay, it wasn't that bad, but for the most part........I'm so sick of dolphins.....and the whole "beaufort scene must be inccorporrated into your work)
I'm hoping to go to USCB next year for college sweatdrop I haven't actually made too much of an effort to get to it tho. And I really really really don't want to go to TCL. They don't have any art programs. crying
The only thing I worry about is that I won't learn anything from my experiences in college and it won't help me become successful with a job or career later on in life and I'll die young and alone with not a penny in my pocket until the day of my funeral Q_Q I LOVE YOU VINCENT VAN GOUGH! And yeah, your life sucked t'ill the end too Mozart...