he left last night at 1 am. he left me full of worry and hurt. if i smoked i would smoke. if i drank i would drank. if i cut again.....i would do that too. before he left i asked him why he loves me. really, why would he love me? what happens to most people when they see me is.... burning_eyes . i'm that bad looking, but we have been together 9 months, a week, and four days. he loves me and i know that. he doesn't just want things like sex. i just wish he could come back and hug me so i won't drink, smoke, or cut (like i really would). i ju
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