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-IS EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD EXCEPT ME GROSSLY MELODRAMATIC?!?!?! Generalizations & hypocrisy aside, seriously. WTF? I just sat through an entire weekend of teenage girls double-crossing each other, whining about their appearance/life/appearance/boyfriend trouble/appearance/sex history/appeance, & just plain failing at EVERYTHING to the point I can't even BEGIN to cover it, & let me tell ya, I am not a happy camper. UNCLE RADDITZ IS PISSED. >:[

-Also: teenage romance is so forced, it'd make me chuckle if it didn't make me uncomfortable.

-Religion is much too played-up. Why is it that you magically find God after near-death experience &/or midlife crisis. I wish I knew someone who WASN'T religious, because I seriously can't think of anyone within my inner circle who ISN'T at this point, & that's just ridiculous.
Why not skip all that crap & just be a good person?

-I'm having random bouts of completely 'Not Giving a ********'. No cussing. & I mean completely. But yeah. It's interesting, really.

-Why is it that the few honest-to-good people I know in my life have Nothing? I mean, don't get me wrong, they seem pretty content. But all these people who have so much going for them seem so undeserving in my eyes. Not like I'm the ultimate judge of awesomeness or anything, but life is unfair. Go figure, but still. Some divinity would be nice.
--Elaborating on this, people who annoy me are either majorly self-centered or major douchebags. Considering all these moral values we supposedly strive to live up to, a LOT of people I know are complete dicks. Shouldn't you at least try to be a decent person? Degrading your life is selfish in a sense too. Degrading someone else's is completely unacceptable.
It hit me randomly and forcefully in Frontier City the other day. I was surrounded by all these people, & I really realized. I don't know any of them. Hell, even the people I was hanging out with, I don't know most of their stories. There's a lot of stuff I'm surprised to learn about my friends even. There's just a lot of stuff in life you can't anticipate, & you really, truly don't know a person well enough to judge them completely, because you haven't lived their life.

-I like how everybody in my family except me does this: they talk a problem to death, thinking they're making progress, but actually they're just stretching it out & making observations aloud, so they feel like they're smart & productive or whatever. It astounds me that no one actually know how to just DROP a problem. It's pretty bad, I catch myself thinking myself superior to my parents. My ego: Roughly 4 x the size of the Interwebz. :/

&&&& being philisophical is like walking in circles - you get to the point where repeating yourself gets boring fast. I'ma watch the new ep of Supernatural. At 1 in the morning on a school night. biggrin What's wrong with me.TvT