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pain
Memories.... "do i have any good memories"? no i cant say i do. ... before i met him. i was always doing bad things to myself. i hated everyone in this world. i even hated my family. ... but then he came along, and with one word he made my heart melt. ... he maid me feel beautiful. ... he tried to make good memories with me and made me smile with my heart. he even took me to Dysnyland with his family. (looks down with a painfull expression) but soon after that trip... he broke up with me... "I am going into the NAVY" he said, "I can't have any distractions" (ha.) there are plenty of people in the navy that have girlfriends. there are people at war that have wives and kids and girlfriends. I know the real reason he dumped me was because he never liked me to begin with. to think all the wasted smiles i gave him..... i never felt more hate for myself for letting a boy... get into my head and heart. but this thing in my heart now... is for him... i want ... REVENGE ON THE BOY WHO DESTROYED MY LIFE!!! I WANT HIM TO CRY!!! I WANT HIM TO BE IN PAIN!!!! I WANT HIM TO REGRET EVER MESSING WITH MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream evil twisted
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