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I find it funny how much I've changed. I make look mostly the same, but my thoughts, my actions, how i feel blows me away. What I liked then, and what I like now is so different. For example, I don't like anime anymore. Not even a little. I hate how everything's so exaggerated and unrealistic. I don't like video games much anymore either. They can't hold my attention. I don't like twilight because the movies ruined the entire thing. I don't talk the same way as I did. I'm not as energetic and obnoxious, I'm definitely not as naive. My interests have also changed. Drama club and choir make my life now. Back in eighth grade, I didn't have a life. I'm not caught up in the fairy tale anymore either. I used to think anything was possible, which I now know isn't even close to being true. I used to think that mysterious was cool. When really, now it's just another word for mysterious and douche-y. I used to think that I would never like being alone, and now sometimes I crave it. I don't want to say I'm growing up, but maybe that's exactly what's happening. I'm just growing out of what I thought life used to be, a sit-com. My vision is in focus. I like myself better, I just don't like everything else I see.