Ah, I scratched what I was originally going to write about XD
I've been drawing fragments of memories...or well ...trying to. Hah! I haven't drawn many but it helps me remember things and because most of them are really powerful, it doesn't hurt to remember them. It is instead a feeling of power. In general, ignoring how I feel in classes, I've felt empowered.
I'm still dreading my birthday, as silly as that is. I'm excited in that I'll get to go out to a bar for St. Patrick's Day and I've wanted to do that for a long time now >3< I'm so excited for that! Everything else is kinda like ...meh?
I don't really want to journal much right now so I'll totally write more later. A summary of things is that I had another vampire dream, visited my family this weekend, been chatting to Gary and Josh a bunch recently, had a lot of homework, set some goals for myself, might have dropped a little weight here and there, made a german chocolate cake, trying to come online more, trying to get better grades, trying to live my life outside of my computer, trying to draw more, isolating myself more ironically, going to therapy, lost my favorite chicago shirt, and organizing my room so that it really is, honest to goodness, clean.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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