I had a vision last night. I was meditating, and I had a vision of a huge ram creature, and a forest, and a whole bunch of other stuff that takes way too damn long to type because my head hurts and my belly hurts and I hardly slept and bluh.
What I found most interesting is the ram dude himself. He doesn't have a mouth or ears, but he heard me when I was asking questions to the universe during meditation last night, and he came to me. I drew a picture of him, and I'm pretty sure it's accurate. Have no idea who this guy is, but he feels special somehow. Like he's just for me.
His name was Biulanaptha, but I feel like that wasn't his name. It was just one way to spell it, or say it. The image of his name kept changing in my head. Beoulanaptha, Beulanalapth, Bulanalapath, Builanaptha, Boleanaptha... Almost like how you read about the spelling of the name of a god getting changed throughout eras, as the legend goes on and the original spelling is lost. Sort of like that. I think he's a god.
Really, though, I'm not sure.
I drew a picture of him, though. Hopefully I can upload it at some point.
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