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10 years ago I had a belief
I would live my life to be 16
when I am 16? I'll be a star
have good friends, be beautiful, have fun
16 is the age when everything come together.
and when the age 16 is over, I will commit suicide
because nothing is worth it after that
the beauty and fun of life won't exist
only work pain and harship.
Getting old
there's no reason to live for that
and that was my belief.

I am now 16 and I have to say all these things have come true
I have great friends, i am beautiful, i have so much fun
I have new, mature thoughts of life
I know where I'm going and how to get there.
I got everything under control
But I've realized there's more to life than this. I have a goal now. and the future for me? it looks so bright and prosperous.
I have friends I miss and I want to find them
I have people I need to apologize to
Many people to thank

In 2 more days, I will be 17
and I don't want to kill myself just yet
I've found the love of life
The goals of my tomorrows
16 was just a stepping stone, of one many ahead.