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I haven't had a good, casual conversation in days ): its just drama this, drama that. I know I'm part of it because I'm taking part in conversations and giving my opinion (mostly people don't like it). It makes me want to go away, but that's the old me.

There's also nothing to drink in my house. Well, okay, there are, but the caps are screwed on so tight I can't get them open. There's almost a whole 2 liter bottle of orange soda I can't access because the cap is screwed on too tight. And I totally did it to myself. I got into this habit of screwing on caps tightly because my ex used to be like, "if the soda is flat, you have to drink it ALL" punishment type of thing. I'm no masochist either. Like AT ALL. So over the past few days I've been cooling this soda and trying to make the plastic shrink that way so maybe the cap will come off a little more easily. I've got ripped skin traction marks on my fingers out of my desprosity to get this soda >.< I will get it! Or maybe I can go shopping tomorrow. I'll go shopping tomorrow.

But I'm still thirsty tonight. There's tap water, sure, but its cloudy no matter how long I let the water run. I don't know if its old pipes or the winter or what (just moved in to this place in august so I wouldn't know). I have no idea what's making it cloudy, so I'm not going to drink it.

Okay, so I'm going to go try to get that soda open again. And damn straight if I do I'm not closing it.