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Btw, I'm kind of a b***h. I don't know how many people know that. I don't tolerate certain things, and if you break certain "rules" I drop you. I'm not even sorry. I have had too many people in my life who made life SUCK to tolerate some things. They made me cold and bitter and unmove-able. My heart is full of the knives they gave me, and if you cross me I will remove one and stab your heart with it.

On the bright side? These "rules" are pretty far and wide between, and they're pretty horrible things (like if you are a cheater in love or you have raped or murdered someone, or if you steal, or break the law really, and I don't really like people who take drugs, but if you're rehabbing...etc). So I'd like any normal person well enough.

I also can't stand people who aren't true to themselves. People who pretend to be something they aren't just because they are too insecure to be themselves and lie about it to me or my friends PISS ME OFF. Just be yourself. If you think someone won't like you because of something you are, then the person you are trying to impress is not worth impressing! This includes me! For example, if you are, say, a crackhead and you want me to be your friend and I say ******** off then ******** ME, okay? Do what you want to do and don't let anyone stop you but yourself. Because the only one that matters in the end is you, and you, insecure child, will learn this in the path of life. These hurts will teach you security and trust in yourself. So, live for yourself!

I know, right: "oh, Vi, you're so selfish, wth, that's not a nice thing to live by..."
But its truth. Its honest, raw truth. You may find that someone else is worth living for, or some cause, but in the end there is betrayal either by conciousness or death and you are alone. We're all alone.