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Sheesh, I'm amazed at how much I don't write much in my journals @.@ basically all that's happened was both happy and upsetting. After Pi past, we found out that someone from the internet was willing to give a cat for free, we took a look at the pic she had and it was a black cat with green eyes, I fell in love with it, but I gave it some thought before we finally decided to get him. In March, we got Scout, and boy is he ever big, at first he hid under the chair in the living room for a few days but now he's talkative and always begs for attention xD Though he may be a pain sometimes, at least he gives live into the house again =3 Now that was the happy part, the upsetting part is what happened a few months later on Saturday at 10:28 AM, my mom was acting really weird when she kept asking what the day and time was over and over and I started to get worried, but soon as I got up to her she started to break down crying saying that she doesn't know what's wrong with her, now I was really worried, and not only that but my mom's grip was tight when she hugged me @.x it was even worse when she laid down in her room and I called grandma and Tom like she told me but soon as I had to call the ambulance, she hugged me tight enough that I couldn't even dial my cell. I had to tell her that if you want me to call the ambulance then at least let go of me and when she did I freed my arm and called 911 after she hugged me again. I was talking to the operator after she picked up when my mom got out of bed and headed to the dinning room now repeating 'Autism' over and over, I made sure to stay with her until a policeman came over (I was hoping for a bit more but i think he was the closes one to make it to my place). I was still trying to comfort my mom while talking to the police until the ambulance people arrived and when they heard her say Autism they asked if she had it, when I said that I was the one that has Autism. By the time they got my mom on the stretcher it was then I realized i was wearing my nightgown and there were men in the house (why should that be a problem, how about having a nightgown that's freaking see through? >//////<), so I changed into my clothes, gathered up as much of my mom's things as possible and headed to the hospital once in the ambulance (just after Nana and Tom arrived, they gave mom a hug and checked on me to see how i was doing) and I rode in the front of the ambulance with the driver while yelling at my mom "I'M HERE" like over and over. The thing was, I don't think they thought it was serious because the sirens weren't going on and the driver even stopped at the freaking stop light where the high school was, hello, there is something wrong with my mom there's no need to stop at a stoplight that's what you guys do in a serious situation!!!!! But anyways, even before we got to the hospital and looked in the back to see my mom's arm hanging off the stretcher and I had feared the worse when the guy that was with my mom said that she was asleep that I sighed with relief but was still scared. Once in the hospital, I headed to the waiting room while the doctors looked over my mom. I got to see some of my family members there but I was still scared for the worse about my mom, later on a doctor came in and said that they think that my mom might've had an overdose. I tried to think over how my mom could've gotten an overdose but nothing came to mind, and even though we were allowed to see her, I was still scared because I was afraid that she might freak out again if she saw me. In the end, my mom got better and we headed back home, but now we make sure the time when my mom takes her pain medication and is limited to only a few medications. And now I still check in on her as she's taking her naps, yes, I'm freaking paranoid over my mom because I don't want to see her pass away ><
So that's my story of what happened and even if I did include Halloween and Thanksgiving I just wanted to tell you the two things that I thought you should know ^^;
Kanako Flare · Mon Nov 29, 2010 @ 06:54pm · 0 Comments |
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