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Ive begun to think nothing will ever happen for me I try and try but in the end nothing, I have to watch all my friends anyone I know finding some one but for me I dont see anything happening so Im a fat a** what Ive seen fa guys get someone, but why not me? whats wrong with me? really? ********... Now the deppresion is getting to me, starting to think its not wroth it to keep trying just to hit the re-start button let this life end and hope the next one will be better. Not saying Im going to do it, just saying its the way I feel.