I think its best to give up before things get ugly.
Jen has it wrong, I am not worthy of him, not the other way around. I'm still under some sort of punishment where no one will ever want to see the real me. But as some people have put it, I am a cold-hearted b***h that will never find happiness.
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Mmmf.
A co-worker handed me a razor tonight. I put it to my skin not knowing what the ******** I was doing. I'm glad he didn't see all of it, it even scared me. Now I have the urge to find something sharp.
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