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Why can candy and chocolate make one so hyper?

I aint hyper ight now...just......restless. So tired but I can't sleep. DX I didn't sleep much yet I slept like a rock.

I keep staring at my notebook that keeps laughing at meh, just because I got this story going and I can't.....put my ideas down onto paper into stupid words. D,x
I look at the back of the notebook thing and notice all my weird uh scribbles all over it. Weird words and phrases.... I write more of my opinions and views and random s**t on the back, becasue who is going to take the time and open the thingy and read stuff? So I just put little random thingys.
Like. "There was no heiarchy power...." And "Hell is non-existant. It's only the hot center of the Earth. Heaven is only puffy clouds and happy go lucky s**t. Either way you go to hell!"

I say that because....I believe.....well I dont like the words believe.....but I think that's theres no way that man could create such an amazing place, such as freaking earth, when all we are doing is DESTROYING IT! How can man inhilate something they created? It doesn't seem logical. Earth somehow, like every other goddamn trippy weird planet out there, created its self by some freak happening of NATURE. (I love nature! It's my religion. No. Actually tubing is....anyways......what was I saying.....)
So ya. That's why I don't come from Earth. That's why I aint no ******** human. Sure Earth is cool, but I hate the fact that it's being destroyed. It's a disgrace to be the race thingy that is so destructive and s**t.
um ya. We fail. I mean you fail. Shame on you humans.
(Ya know what's sad? Random but whatever...................In most of my stories, recently, I've been really evil to people. Most stories involve death either right in the beginning or that's how it ends. But I make the characters so miserable. It's lame. But they're abused, poor, selfless, and s**t. I hate talking bout the people greater than those less than. It makes sense dammit. I make the poor, poorer and weaker. I love making humans suffer within. I love having that sort of power. ANYWAYS)
For that second thingy about the heaven and hell........well.....lalalala.....uh....WELL....
They just don't exist. How? Sure when you die, your 'spirit' goes somewhere, but where??? (oooh I want my spirit to rise and rise and fly out of the atmosphere and leave earth and make it back to Mars, where I belong. <3 um.....) If your body is laid to rest in the ground, its all bound to sink and disinigrate into the ground. I see it as either way, somehow we sift inot the firey pit below. I mean come on, either way, seriously we go there. "hell" is inevitable. even if your creameated....ashed still sift into the ground and down down down. well at least that's how I look at it. >> I have no idea what I'm saying....entirelly. Just speaking my crazy mind yet again. dx
It's all because of thsoe chocolate kisses and those...other things. Idk. Blame the sugar, not meh.
Bye.
I have no ******** idea why I just wrote all dis. UGH. I'm retarded. Oh well. xD