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I'm going to be straight forward with this, though I will sound werid,dorky and chicle.(How do you spell that word????)
Okay,
I wake up everyday, just like any of you. I'm either feeling good, or crappy. I go to school , like every high school student should. My first period is music, which I love dearly and keep close to my heart. I go through the rest of the day and deal with people I wish I'd never met, teachers who seem evil and sometimes get me down about how I work, spend my breaks catching up on homework I only half completed and stay after school for marching band until 6 in the evening.
You could say my day is pretty hectic. It is. Every other day, I usually have something else to do right after practice.
Everyone is always saying how I shouldn't be keeping up with such a schedule. But I do.
Do you know why?
Because I want to.
Because I love to.
Because I can.
People who don't care about school, about their future, about everybody they're effecting, and who just think they can have it all when they're in no position of doing so, those are the people who I feel sorry for. I'm constantly surrounded by people who love to hate their life. I can't stand those people.
How can they say those things? Don't they ever look around? Don't they ever realize how lovely is it that the Earth spins for us? That they have it easy? That they have a chance at life?
I I think about it. I think about the small little things that happen around my and take it to heart.
Sure. Teachers are a pain. I hate my classmates, and I'm barely keeping up my grades. But I think it's worth it. My teachers are always encouraging me to do better. I respect my classmates, but I don't like them. I always work hard in school so I can actually graduate and be somebody.
I always see the bright side of every situation.
I don't remember why, and I don't know how it happened, but it was only recently that I had a drive to succeed and do my best.
My dream is to become an animator, to go to an art school, to play instruments, and to live a happy life.
I just want to live my life happily and simply. I want to enjoy every moment I have, because what seemed like an eternity to me , was only but a moment that was already gone.
Thank you for listening.
(if you ACTUALLY read this and understand what i feel, YOU ARE AWESOME!)
Message me and maybe we can chat?
 catgurl_45 · Wed Oct 06, 2010 @ 06:04am · 0 Comments |
