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Within the month that I've been gone I have looked into studying abroad, drawing more, focusing on school, given up on volleyball, hungout with my roommate, started heart gold on the DS for the first time, and visited home quite often.

I have a midterm this Thursday. Monday, this week, I had an oral presentation where I had to tell one of my favorite childhood stories. Even though I got really nervous and got the "twitchy leg" and forgot some of the story, my teacher was really nice and everyone seemed to relatively enjoy my story. I told Six Dinner Sid and brought the story back from home to help me study for it. I think my teacher was only nice because I told her that I didn't think I was very good at speaking in front of people. In truth, I wasn't very good. I had it entertaining by moving and acting out scenes about the cat but I got state fright, where I wasn't breathing right and my leg twitched like crazy. I looked like I was spasming or having a seizure D> Thursday my midterm is in my hard Design class, which means I MUST ace it and I'm gonna need to study like mad to do so. BUMMER! In my other Design class things are still pretty mellow with only ten sketches per week. I'm a little behind still but I have been drawing a lot so I just need a direction and I think I would feel renewed.

As for plans in the future, I'm working on a plot for a guild. I want to roleplay in a relaxed setting or something very easy before I come back. When I do come back I plan to kill off the ones I have put off and return to Mafia. I want to start up the Fairy Tail remake and a superhero thread. BUT I need to be fully back before I can do that crap. Bah. And to be fully back I really want to have a guild so that I can draw the characters other people create.

To bond with my roommate, I bought Heart Gold. It's really different from Gold version on the gameboy so I've been entraced by it over the past week and a half. Over that time period, I've gotten really far. I'm on the ice path and it's only been a week and three days, seriously. My highest leveled poke'mon is a Slowbro named Melody XD I've got other weird names like Milano for a Hoothoot, etc. I evolved two eevees so far and I've got an Egg on the way that I'm gonna try for the darkness one, opposite of Espeon. XD

Drawings wise, I've been experimenting a lot. I worked with a manga style for a couple of pages, chibi for more and then cartoon as well. I am kinda stuck on the cartoon style. It's more to make variety of characters since I'm not very strong in body language and movement. D> I'm working on it though. The cartoons make it so I'm not as afraid to experiment with that kinda stuff. C:

School has been really stupid. I'm suck of the GE classes. For real, I skipped every single GE class last week, so I only went to class Thursday. I'm tempted to stay in that rhythm. I seriously despise GE classes. They are ******** irrelevant to my major and piss me off. The teachers want me to care but I CAN'T! It's like, why am I ******** trying so hard! WHY SHOULD I TRY HARD?! Why should I write a ten page paper when it's not worth it. I'm going to write at least three more for the same exact class again anyhow. Why should I read the material if it's really similar and just as boring? ******** you GE.... ******** you.

Other changes would be the volleyball. I'm not playing Club volleyball for my school this year and the recreational volleyball takes place while I am in class so I can't play with anyone at school unless it's out on the weekend or on a free day.

OH OH! I told that guy that I liked him, finally. I told him first that I really enjoyed being friends but I was interested in more and would love to go on a date. Then I said basically I really like you and he didn't know how to respond. I told him that he didn't need to respond but really I meant to say that I had a year to think about it so I didn't need an answer now. I would be willing to wait C: It came out wrong T_____T Anyway he seemed rather fine with it all, probably didn't want to think about it or was embarrassed or just didn't care D> Whatever. We talked until my train came about our days as of late and what we've been up to. Whatever. It's was cool. We'll see with time as to what happens. I'm not really all that freaked out. If we stay friends it will be fine, I wouldn't be devastated. I would love it if we could even go on one date though cause we have a lot in common and he's a total California dreamboat. I mean he's a punk rocker and he's got a wonderful personality. He's funny and sweet and laid-back, which are totally qualities that make or break a man. He also seems old fashioned since he loves VHS and talks a lot about his family. C: He has many friends so he's social and rather outgoing. I think he's shy when it comes to intimacy though <3 Which is adorable >w< But this is me guessing.