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Name
What your name? Erin Rehda C.
Do you like your name? Hell no. It's too girly for me and it is too common for my liking.
Do you know how to spell your complete name? No. My middle name I get confused on.
What does your name mean? Erin (Peace). That's all I know and I won't give out my last name.

Bad Habits
Do you have any bad habits? Yes, I usually twirl my hair. Bite the skin on the edge of my nails. Don't do homework too often. Don't do my chores too often. Bite the skin off my lip. Hmm..there are some more, but not sure at the moment.
Any bad habits you are trying to fix? Yes, three of those I'm not concerned about at the moment. Right now, I am working on doing my homework everyday I have it. That's the main one I am trying to change to be good.
Any good habits? I love to stay organized, I've been reading a lot more, been looking up and researching some things, and that's all I could come up with for now.
Any good habits you want to enhance? Yes, all of the above.

Relationship
Are you in a relationship? Yes.
Do you feel bad for it? Why? I do feel mostly bad. 1) because I feel like I took him from my best friend. 2) because I am not single. Most people I know shame those who are in love and the person you are friends with feel neglected. Or, they make me feel like I am a horrible person for being in love. 3) People don't take you seriously or don't think you understand the meaning of "love".
Do you feel happy for being in love? Yes, because I finally know what it's like being loved and cared for. Being someone's universe basically. Not to mention, I learned so much from him. He's someone who no one can copy or replace. The things he has done for me was too sweet.
Has there been any bumps in the relationship? Caused by girls at my school wouldn't ******** leave him alone. I almost killed them!! But I have never had any fights with him. Although, I do fail at communicating with him about why I am sad, mad, happy, ect. I have opened up to him though.
What has he done for you? So many times he has made me happy when I am down. He has really made my life worth living. I guess what that means is he's there for me.
What do you love about him? He's someone I can learn from, meaning he's intelligent. He's sweet, funny, never fails in making me laugh or smile. He understands me. He realizes his mistakes. He does what is best for me. He takes care of me. His smile is sweet, when I am with him all my troubles seem to disappear. His hair is cool!! He's not only my boyfriend, but also my best friend (There is a lot more but I would probably going on a rant of why I am in love with him)
How does he make you blush? Mostly when he expresses how cute I am or how much he loves me. It makes me blush bad.
What is his name and age? Jake, 18 (he's turning 19 this December 5th)

Meaning of Love
Do you really believe you are in love? I honestly do.
What made you determine this? I questioned myself none stop if this was actually love and not some fake, soon-to-end love.
Do you think you understand what love is? Yes, I do.
What is love to you? Love is when someone is able to impact your life in a positive way. Someone who is there for you when no one is. When you are willing to question it. When you think for a very long period of time if you are. Love is someone who (still) cares and loves you for your flaws/for who you are, even if they don't like that part of you, they will accept it.
Did you learn this from anyone, if so, who? I pretty much learned it from others mistakes and what my mom had said.
Are you the jealous type? I guess I am partly. Not too much though. Plus, I'm trying to ignore my jealousy at all costs. I won't let it disturb anything. I refuse to let it run my life or ruin my friendships.

Food
Favorite food? Steak
Favorite dessert? Win and doubt chocolate
Favorite Ice Cream? Mint Chocolate Chip, Chocolate Ice Cream
Favorite Candy? FERROROS!! (<---I spelled that wrong.) A.K.A Balls of Heaven (<---I know what you are thinking.)
Favorite Fruit? Banana and Watermelon. (<---too bad I'm allergic to them. Mouth gets itchy.)
Do you like to try new foods? YES!!

Friendship (Real Life)
Best Friend? Gina and Jake (Mostly Gina because I don't count lovers)
Next Best Friend? Endia
Family-Like Friend? Bryan
Friends? Logan and Nate

Movies
Genre? Sad and Horror Movies