If you really knew me, you'd know that lies run my life,
You'd know that I beg people for forgiveness but never get it
If you really knew me, you'd know that love from me is easily taken away....
If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm torn and dying...
If you really knew me, you'd know I'd love you until my life ended...
If you really knew me, you'd know my dream is to be yours forever more.
If you really knew me, I'd give my life for you...
You'd know that I'd give anything for you...
You'd know that I would kill myself to save your life.
If you really knew me you'd know that I love easily and break just as fast...
If you really knew me you'd know that I wish I wasn't who I am now.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I've done stupid things and don't regret any of them...
If you really knew me, you'd know that death is all I desire
If you really knew me, you'd know I'd do anything to save a life.
You'd know that my life is fine, but I hate it anyhow.
You'd know that my secrets are the worst and I keep them within me...
You'd know that I should've been taken years ago..
You'd know that I don't deserve what I have....
You'd know that I wish I wasn't here, and I'd rather be there.
You'd know that my wish is for the world to see our faults..
You'd know that I hate more than I love....
If you really knew me, you'd know that my trust can NEVER be acquired.
You'd know that I care about you more than your parents could ever.
You'd know that I sometimes think bad thoughts....
You'd know that my life was and always will be jacked up.
You'd know that I have no reason to complain, but it's the only way I know how to live..
You'd know that I couldn't live without you....
You'd know that lies will always run my life...
If you really knew me...
You'd know never to break my heart....
If you really knew me...
You'd know I'd always come running into your arms..
If you really knew me..
You'd know.. That this life is never what I wanted.
If you really knew me, you'd know I live for people and not myself.
If you really knew me... You'd know ...
That I am me.
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