Dear eddy,
As im writing this i realize you wont ever even come across my profile to even take a glance at this letter. This letter im writing has all the things i cant tell you myself. Contains all the feelings i cant express. And holds all the love im trying so hard to get rid off. My feelings havent stopped it seems so far. It may have only been a few days and the small things remind me of you but those things i can stand. But another guy from my past has come in my life again, he tells me he loves me. But of course i cannot say it back. Truthfully i cant feel much anymore. All i do is try to stop loving you. Its harder then it seems you know? It may not be the case with you eddy, but thats alright. I actually hope it isnt. Do you understand that i would do anything and everything in my power to make you happy. Thats the whole reason im not on speaking terms with you right now. As i try to start to feel more everyday without yu, i realize i will have to face my feelings, my ever-growing feelings for you sometime. Im starting to find out right now its oke for me to stay in ignorance. Eddy, i love you, just your name, just talking about you brings me back to the same place im trying to rid myself of. Though i love you so deeply, i believe this is the best way. So i cant wait till the day i can return to you, and hold all my love for you in secret. :}
luvd_n_forgotten Community Member 
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