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So school starts tomorrow. Gosh I'm so nervous as to what's going to happen. Ughh what am I going to do?
The reason why I don't want to go to school tomorrow is because last year was horrible... gosh it was just so damn horrible.
To see the faces of the same people will hurt a lot.
The first issue I'd like to address is..lets call her andy. I hope she doesn't come to me asking personal s**t when all the while she knows her intentions are to go and gossip and tell...lets call her betty.
If she does I swear she will not get s**t out of me. Maybe I'll say "Don't worry about it' or "No offense, but mind your business" or "Why do you ask?"
I need to know her intentions before anything. If she says she won't tell me then I'm not telling her s**t!!
I hope I can stay strong throughout this whole school year =[
Another worry is Betty-- I bet she's going to ask me why I took her off facebook. I have no choice but to tell her the truth.
"I didn't want you on my facebook because I don't trust you"
*sigh* why am I getting all depressed about all this? WHy???
I'm too strong to get down about gossip, what am I supposed to learn?
That I shouldn't let people step all over me?
That's so hard =/
But I'll try my best. I'm trying so hard to not be depressed =/
I lost myself and forgot who I was. I hate this =/
Why do I have to go to school like this?

So tomorrow, the college summit people will be wearing their shirts. I won't be one of them because the fxcking assistant principal. But I'll try not to get down about something stupid like that.
I'll continue this after I got off the phone!!