Dear Stranger,
I just need to rant, that's all.
Stranger, I've in a terrible financial situation, and I seriously cried about it today.
I just... hate it all. Everything, and I don't know how to deal with it.
Rhonda needs new clothes. Socks, shoes, and diapers. We also need to pay the mortgage, and our regular bills. I'm working two part time jobs now, and I promised that I'd give the money to my mom so I could help her with the bills. A family member who is currently living with us, (an irresponsible one, at that) does have access to our bank account.
Stranger, do you know what he did? He took out majority of the money we have. He drained our account... all for what? A nice camera. I knew he really wanted that camera, and he did do his fair share of work to add to our pile of money. But gosh! His priorities are not straight. We can't afford to buy anything now until more money comes in, which is now jeopardizing our chances at paying the bills and the mortgage. Which, also means my daughter has to wait for new clothes all because of our family member who spent her clothing money on a camera. A ******** CAMERA. I mean, I feel terrible because I know it was something he really wanted... but, I just wished he could have waited a little bit longer. Just a little bit.
I don't know how we're going to afford our s**t anymore. I don't know where we're going to get the money for bills and such. I honestly wanted to throw up when I heard that news. Blood, sweat, and tears went into collecting that money... and now. It's... gone. Like we have to start all over again.
I'm just, sick of it, Stranger. I hate feeling like we're poor. That's all.
Thanks,
Lori.
 R a a w i y a · Sat Sep 04, 2010 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments |
