Dear Da Geh,
I miss you so much. I mean, after all... you've helped me through a lot. And I feel as though I've taken you for granted, and I'm so sorry. If you are reading this, I just hope you realize that I'm honestly, truly sorry....
I mean, you supported me through everything, the rape, the pregnancy, and now the parenting of my daughter... But I was so afraid. I know, you're probably thinking "Afraid? Afraid of what? How stupid!" Well... even my "best" of friends had left me after I gave birth to my daughter. Even the friends that I've been with the longest. They all had their opinions on how I should raise my daughter. But, many of them turned their backs to me once I became a mother... and I was so afraid that you would do it too. Even though you promised you wouldn't.
So, before you could change on me... I wanted to cut all ties. I wanted to save myself from anymore heartache. I was wrong, and it was wrong of me to do that to you... especially after all you've done for me.
Da Geh, Brother... I'm so sorry, Joshua.
Please forgive me,
-Lori.
 R a a w i y a · Wed Aug 18, 2010 @ 11:29pm · 0 Comments |
