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I don't know how you feel.
I don't know what's on your mind.
I only now my inner voice and this is what it says:
I love you I really do.
Do you see it?
Do you feel it?
I'm really trying to let you know.
What I feel for you.
What I think about you.
I don't know anymore.
What do I feel?
What do I know?
I'm not sure anymore.

This is how I am.
This is what I'm like.
I'm useless.
I'm a monster without a heart.
It's gone.
I lost it a long time ago.
I don't remember when I did.
I don't remember where.
Why does it matter anymore?

Why do you care?
You were never on my mind.
You were never in my heart.
If you were I wouldn't care anyway.