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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flQYAvW_f40(VERSE1)(0:21)
have u ever wondered which of your friends would be down for you
tellin you that they got your front and back and you think its the truth
next thing you no they acting like a real undercover
thats when you do what you think is right and blast the mutha ********
you ever wonder if your girl will stay by your side
but really they waitin for you to die so they can be with the next guy
sorry to break it to you but thats just how i see thangs
my mind is paranoid cuz i see ghosts when im sleepin
ever wondered how it feels to look down on life and betrayed
im talkin bout how your close homies wanna see you in pain and drop dead
they snitchin to the feds that ive been sprayin some hot led
now im on the run in my BM shreddin some tread
wile all you guys are gettin cozy and dreamin in your beds
i dont aim for the legs i shoot for the head
im tellin you now
look how my life turned out
forgive me lord but im slammin gravestones on these niggaz and ima shout
(CHORUS x2)
i said im never sorry
hurtin people is what i do
i can never escape my past
so listen
cause my words will forever last
(VERSE)(1:39)
ive been always told "Armen try to keep your chin up"
i say "ye very funny. Are you the 1 with bad luck?"
get out my face
take 10 step pace away from my space
run away get as far away from me as possible
when my mind is set on somethin i am uncontrollably unstoppable
the good lord took so many of my loved 1's by my side
i look up into the sky and whisper " why not me? what the hell have i done thats
right?"
actually don't give me the answer cuz i already know what it is
felt sorry for a few bich a** niggas so i let them live
but still the day that my father died replays in my head once a month
i hear things tellin me to do wrong and to go hunt
(CHORUS x2)
i said im never sorry
hurtin people is what i do
i can never escape my past
so listen
cause my words will forever last
(VERSE 3)(2:44)
you should remember my words
cause they will be remembered like Tupac Shakur
but i would never want my kids to imitate the things that i learned
"why am i a thug?"
lemme take you back to 96
and show you the reason why i live my crazy life like this
i was just a youngsta who always wanted to be wit his daddy
always cruisin down our neighborhood in his ballin gold caddy
then we get home
i see my momma knocked out on the floor
as we walked in a man came from behind the door
and my dad took out his gun and was gonna blast on that fool
but it was to late
the man shot my dads hips and the gun flew to my face
then i yelled "daddy please lemme help you daddy your bleedin from your waist"
i ran for the gun, grabbed it and was aimin it at the man
a lil kid confused on what to do wit a gat in his hand
but i took too long
the man 12 gauge ma dad in the head
and i was on my knees bleedin tears wile waitin for my dirt bed
but the selfish mutha ******** laughed and fled
so now you no the reason why i kill cause someone else will be dead
this is the story of trappa behind the .45
now your eyes are open and surprised so don't even try to lie
this happen all on 4/20 that's the reason why i don't get high
but don't tell me your sorry cuz really i don't give a ********
im on a mission to find my dads killer so jump out my way and duck
yet the world is so small but my death list keeps gettin bigger
the hustlers and drug dealers are the closest people to be my father figure
god dammit daddy why didn't u teach me how to pull a ******** trigger
(CHORUS x2)
i said im never sorry
hurtin people is what i do
i can never escape my past
so listen
cause my words will forever last
(OUTRO)
"baby look at this kid... freakin prettyboy gangsta baby we got here...
all these women gunna be runnin after him...
this kids is like a mouse trap for these girls"
