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Lately I've been going to sleep around 1 or 2 or 3 maybe 4, and waking up at like....2 PM.
I'm friggan embarrassed as hell. I Don't want to be the person wasting their day asleep, but Idon't do anything all day so I guess it's not wasting.
I've been devolping a caffine addiction too. 89% of college kids get it, less 14 year olds.
I need to set my priorities straight for the school year.
What do I want to accomplish:
Umm Get straight A's and kick everyone's a** in Algebra 2.

What skills will i need for my future Carreer:
Well I need to understand Sociopaths and Psychopaths and their place in society.
There!

I actually want to start studying now. Starting high school?
I'm excited.
I know my older brother will ignore me, and his friends will annoy me and his girlfriend will probably try and spend time with me.
I know I'll do good and if I really try, I'll make it someplace in life.
I know that I need to try my best.
I NEED TO LESSAN MY ATTENTION ON GUYS.
No need to be boy crazy. That can wait until Frat Parties and college.
I need to try my best at hockey, when I know I'm not all that strong and fast, but there is room to improve!
I need to try and go to BU or BC or even UW.
I need college guidance.
I need to beat all the nerds and geeks in math.

You see I am.... VERY VERY competitive.
Piano, hockey, school. EVERYTHING.
Pisses me off when someone is better than me, that i know i can beat.
I need to get straight, or else my future will remain foggy.
I know what I want.
Be a star hockey player and Be a Psychologist.

I just need to believe.
And I won't do drugs or drink or party (that much once in a while)
I won't let Ben drive me crazy.


.....
I won't try to find the third floor with the pool....
It doesn't even exist.

I'll try not to slack...
or procrastinate
I'll give...
99.9999999% or nothing.

There! all straight!